the events that unfolded over the past two weeks has definitely been difficult and exhausting to deal with and was quite a personal challenge for myself. thinking, reflection and contemplation were running about ten times higher than normal which has resulted in the realization of a lot of things that i now take with me, [...]
i think i follow some sort of six month cycle, where about every six months i reach this period where i do a lot of thinking about my life. unfortunately most of it tried to bring me down though i continue to fight it off. the last time this happened was november of last year [...]
Posted in Daily Distractions | Tagged life |
By {ns} | December 15, 2007
i came across this article on a blog i frequent that, although pertaining to church, religion and christianity, it essentially can be applied to life and personal growth/development in general. to summarize, the author begins by questioning the need to go to church… asking “why go to church week after week, month after month, year [...]
By {ns} | September 12, 2007
if you know much about me, you know that i am usually a deep thinker, questioner and analyzer about most things, but there are definitely periods where i am even more so. nighttime, cloudy days and rainy days (especially if it’s cool or cold outside). but here i am again, wondering what it is about [...]
Posted in Nature | Also tagged contemplate, pondering |
a little over a month now… that’s how long i’ve lived here in the nice city of seattle! it’s been amazing thus far and only expect it to get better as i further develop my relationship with it. though it’s insane to realize that i have been here for that long. seems like only a [...]
or, maybe it’s more a healthy obsession than a disease. among my strive for perfection in everything, my obsessive compulsive disorder towards certain things and analytical and critical perception for everything… i have come to the conclusion that i am suffering from a disease. though, it’s not necessarily a bad disease really. in fact, i’m [...]
Posted in Design | Also tagged design, disease, perfection |
i have come to realize that a steady career in any single field, position or company just is not right for me. there always seems to be at least ten other things i would like to be doing all at the same time, but i am frustrated by the feeling that there never is enough [...]
By {ns} | February 7, 2007
ok, ok… so i may not really be over the hill in literal terms. however, it does depend on how you view things. today was my last day being 25 as in three hours i will be turning over to 26 (i was supposedly born around 2am). the truth is, being 26 means that you [...]
By {ns} | January 1, 2007
another year has passed…. passed quite quickly in fact. a year ago i was recovering from too much partying at the new year’s eve party at avalon night club in new york with jen and bruce. this year i am on the complete opposite site of the country to the west of seattle in sequim, [...]
By {ns} | December 11, 2006
after catching up with several friends this morning online, several of which who are currently in france or other international destinations studying or have recently returned, i cannot help but reflect on my recent times and think that i am a huge slack-ass. recall the study abroad program i took part in during the summer [...]
