so i am really starting to feel it… stress has really skyrocketed the last few days as i come to realize all that i have to accomplish in the next two weeks. this week is packed with finals and final assignments/presentations, which unfortunately will take away from studio time that i really need. then after the last day of class this friday (hell yeah!), i will have to work on studio for the entire week up to our final review on may 11th. on top of that, i have to start getting graduation stuff taken care of, sending out invitation and purchasing the necessary items. furthermore, financial problems have risen at the wrong time… so i will have to work some alongside everything else i have to get done in order to earn some money to pay past due bills and cover the costs of graduation stuff. and if that were not enough already, i really have to start thinking hard about what to do after graduation in terms of a job and place to live. my lease ends here at my current apartment two days after graduation (shitty i know), so even after graduation the stress will not be over.
lets see… studio, finals, presentations, finances, work, graduation, post-graduation job, place to live. hell, no wonder i can’t focus anymore with twenty things occupying my thoughts all at once. it’s at the point where i am so burned out that unable to focus mentally that i am not concerned with grades just as long as i pass. i just want it to end… now!