constant uncertainty

as i approach the final month of my undergraduate career, uncertainty has definitely turned into frustration. i sent my portfolio and resume out yesterday in hopes of being rewarded with a job, but what about until then? there are some things that tempt me to hang out in austin a couple more weeks after graduation (my lease ends may 22nd… two days after graduation!), but that all depends on the status of my job inquiries. i have enough freelance work that would support myself probably through the summer if not longer. new york or seattle? so once again, so many things occupying my thoughts, and all of them are clear as mud at this point.