It’s amazing how much you can actually get accomplished when you (1) have a full day of absolutely nothing else to do, and (2) a computer that actually works (thanks sis!). It’s been nothing but working on freelance work all day and it definitely feels good to be productive for once.
Anyway, I’m having one of those feelings you have when you know change is about to happen… has been the case for the past few days. Maybe it’s the upcoming cooler weather signaling the end to this insanely hot summer here in NY and the evolution into autumn. Not sure. It has definitely affected my clearity of thought and attitude as I have decided to relax more rather than stressing myself out all the time. After some serious self-reflection over the last week, I became frustrated with a muddied mind as I begin to question remaining in the architectural profession after graduation… or perhaps going off and pushing urban10 out on its own. I have just been feeling off-track with the goals I have held for so long. So all this in conjunction with my lack of productivity due to my damn computer problems has been really getting to me as of late… increasing my stress level.
So, I am forcing myself to alter my attitude and refocus my goals. Maybe a vacation would be nice as well!